Into The Woods
By Arabella Thorne
I just wanted to do my version of how these two star-crossed
cookies met. It's a little silly and slightly out of canon, And I know theirs
is the GRANDE AFFAIRE D'AMOR, but though I'd tweak it a bit to fit. I wanted it
to be a bit less, well....overwhelming...But here you go...
Well, the story is taking a bit of a twist here.....I
don't know what made me think of it.....but there you go. This is also going to
be rated PG-13 for a bit of heavy petting.
As he pondered his confusion, he lay back down again. Then a brief knock was
heard, and Arwen stuck her head in. "Ah, awake at last! How are you
feeling?"
"Arwen!" Aragorn sat up quickly, frowning at his headache. "I-I
feel as well as can be expected."
She came into the room and ran a hand lightly on his bandaged leg. "Ada didn't
make you suffer, did he? He seemed a little on edge last night and I just
wondered if he suspected something had happened between us and that's why he
said in the pavilion, ""I'm afraid this will be
unpleasant."" She mimicked the melodious cadences of Elrond's voice.
"Suffer? Ah no, no," He blinked, trying to recall. "Ada has
never been spiteful, that I can think of. I do not remember much about last
night, except it was last night when I kissed you, right?"
Arwen leaned over, staring into his eyes and then kissed him. "Yes, last
night." She brought a hand to his face. " And now this morning. Is
there anything I can do for you?"
Aragorn sat up straighter and brought up a hand to stroke her cheek.
"Well, you can kiss me again..."
Smiling, she leaned forward and their lips met and their kiss quickly deepened.
Sinking into the kiss, Arwen was about to sit next to him, when another quick
knock was heard. With admirable Elvish speed, Arwen stood and said in a normal
voice. "Well your condition has improved immeasurably from last night,
Aragorn."
"Yes, Estel, you look much better," his father said as he strolled
into the room. Arwen slipped to the side, to let her father approach, and as
Elrond examined the wounded leg, Arwen blew Aragorn a kiss and waved as she
left.
Elrond looked at Aragorn when he was done, his head slightly cocked in
puzzlement. "Is everything all right between you and Arwen? I know it must
be a little awkward for you both, since you have not met as adults. I felt some
awkwardness last night when I came upon you in the glade."
Aragorn smiled and sighed deeply. "Oh no, everything is fine between us
father. We just have a lot of catching up to do."
Elond put a fond hand on his foster son's shoulders. "Well I am glad to
hear that. A few days bed rest Estel, and then you can be up and about. And
your news about the orcs, saves me worry about Arwen. I am sending archers out
today."
He poured Aragorn a cordial from a stoppered bottle on his bedside and silently
handed it to him. Aragorn made a face and drank it quickly. Handing it back to
his father he said, "Ada, you would think after all this time, these
distillations would taste better!"
"Estel! Don't be such a child!!" He laughed as he left.
Two days later, Aragorn was getting about with the help of a walking stick. And
Arwen, waiting to see the outcome of the Elvish archers skirmish with the orcs,
was happy to keep him company.
It was almost a game for the two to snatch kisses, looks and time alone within
the populated confines of their Home.
One afternoon, the two decided to go on a picnic by horseback, to a place, far
from the House and Elvish foot traffic.
As Aragorn adjusted the rucksack on the pommel of his saddle, he saw Elrond
stroll through the stable courtyard in his comfortable leather riding gear. Oh
no! He didn't mean to join he and Arwen did he??
"Ada." He bowed slightly. "Where are you bound?" He asked
casually as he needlessly adjusted his horse's girth.
"There is a storm coming in Estel and one of the patrolling scouts,
Calador, mentions that the main fishing weir upriver has pulled loose on one
side. So I am going to inspect the damage and make a decision whether to repair
it or let it go."
"Do you want me to come with, Ada?"
Elrond cocked an eyebrow. "With you just now walking without a stick? No
son, go entertain Arwen. A picnic for the two of you is just the thing. Just
keep an eye on the weather!"
"Yes Ada." He bowed slightly as his father gracefully mounted his
stallion and cantered out of the stables.
Arwen joined Aragorn holding an old blanket for their picnic, just as Elrond
left. Glancing at her father's retreating form she asked frowning slightly,
"Where is father off to?"
"To inspect the main fishing weir. A storm is coming in he says."
"Well, then, we'd better be off then!"
Aragorn, smiling, kissed her quickly and helped her mount.
It was a glorious day for a ride, the sky swept clean by a high wind that blew
wisps of clouds before it like full-masted schooners.
Arwen knew exactly where they need to go and Aragorn was delighted by the
lovely isolation of it. A narrow stream fell down the high cliff side into a
small pool and bubbled and ran out of the dell where they dismounted. A few
oaks and maples grew against the west wall.
"Tis a lovely spot for a picnic Arwen." He smiled at her as he swung
off his horse. "A perfect place to be alone with you."
"Exactly my thinking Estel. Mother and father used to come here all the
time before I was born. Father brought the twins and I here once and now I come
here whenever I can. It is lovely and one of my favorite spots in
Imladris." She hopped down from her mare Amalabeth (now recovered) and
striding over to the cool shade beneath a spreading maple, flung the blanket
out, straightening the corners and brushing off leaves. Aragorn brought the
rucksack and set it down. The moment he did, he swept Arwen into an embrace,
his mouth seeking hers. She returned his ardor.
Many minutes later, they pulled apart, a bit breathlessly. "I have wanted
to do that for many days Arwen."
Eyes shining, she replied, "And I have wanted you to! It just seems,
everywhere we go, well, elves show up!"
"Or worse yet, Ada!"
"Do you think he suspects?"
"I hope not! I think we have been very circumspect."
"Well, except last night, after dinner. I thought for sure Glorfindel saw
us behind the pillar. Your dress had that long train..."
"Well, I had to wear something appropriate for the gathering." She
clasped her hands in front of her and turned to look out into the sunlit dell.
"I hate the going away feast for those leaving for the Grey Havens. It's
morbid. No one is happy, really."
He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. "It reminds you of
your mother, doesn't it? I wished I had met her."
Silent for a moment, Arwen then turned into his embrace and lay her head on his
chest. "Mother was too ill for a feast. We all had dinner in her
solarium." Arwen felt tears prick her eyes and she turned her face into
Aragorn's shirt. "I miss her so much," she whispered to his warm tunic.
"That's why I visit Grandmother so much. I just, well, need to be around
a...mother. Someone who understands." He hugged her tighter and laid his
head atop hers. They remained that way for several minutes.
"Well, why don't we have lunch?"
Arwen nodded and the two made themselves comfortable on the blanket. Aragorn
brought out all the goodies from the rucksack and Arwen fixed them so they
could nibble off what had been supplied: cold chicken, fruit, fresh rolls,
cheese and an icy cold bottle of white wine.
When lunch was finished, Aragorn lay back and closed his eyes, as happy and
contented as he had ever been. Arwen, replete, lay on his chest and the two,
relaxing, slept.
The sun, sliding to the west, cast long shadows in the dell. The waterfall rushed
over the cliff side and swallows dipped in and out of the shinning spray. The
horses had their heads lowered, back hooves cocked, drowsing in the sun.
A shadow crossed Aragorn's face as he slowly woke up. Arwen still lay across
his chest, eyes half open, sound asleep.
It was cloudy and the wind had come up.
Reluctantly, he shook Arwen. As she lifted her head, He thought again how much
he loved her. So beautiful and sleepy-eyed, he bent and kissed her slowly and
she responded.
He ran his arm down her back and then pulled her closer by the back of the
neck. They both sat up, still kissing. When Aragorn pulled away, he was
breathing hard and Arwen's eyes glowed at him, a deep luminous blue. She gazed
at him, steady and intense and finally in a whisper, said, "Aragorn, I
love you."
He pulled her to him again his heart full. This time, his hand brushed the
shoulder of her gown off. She gasped against his mouth as he hand slipped down
further to cup her breast and run his thumb across her nipple. She arched into
his hand, her breath coming faster.
Laying her down, he was just about to bring his mouth to her again, when with a
sudden gust of wind, the rain came. In a minute, the two lovers were soaked.
Aragorn sat up, his hair dripping into Arwen's face: her lips bruised and rosy
from kissing, her eyes sparkling. How could he resist? He kissed her again and
stood up, pulling her with him. "I'm afraid we will have to wait for
another time, my love!"
Arwen threw back her hair and laughed. Aragorn gently adjusted her dress,
placing on last kiss on her breast before covering it again. They then rushed
about pulling together their picnic things and running, got mounted in record
time. Soon the glade was behind them, hidden by a spur of rock. But both of
them would not forget this day.
And for more than one reason.
Because of the runoff and small mudslides the storm flung across their path, it
took them longer than expected to get back.
But they were young and love and the rain was a mere inconvenience.
It was deep twilight when they rode into the stables, and though Aragorn was
slightly numb from the cold spring rain, his heart was light. He dismounted
stiffly and helped a smiling Arwen down with a swift kiss. As they led their
horses into the warm stables, Cerwal the Horsemaster looked at the two of them
worried and said, taking their reins, "Have either of you seen Lord
Elrond?"
"He went to check the main weir just as we were leaving for our
picnic."
"Calador returned over an hour ago, saying Elrond was right behind him,
coming---"
Aragorn, swiftly remounted, all tiredness and cold forgotten. "Throw me
that rope Cerwal!" Cerwal unhooked a coil of rope nearby and threw it to
Aragorn.
"Arwen, go find Glorfindel! We need a search party mounted right
away!"
Thin-lipped, Arwen nodded and ran across the courtyard to the House. Aragorn
yanked on his horse's reins, and galloped out of the stables.
The rain, though still falling, had let up some and Aragorn was able to make
out the turning for the riverside path that would lead to the main weir.
Slowing the horse down, he took it in a smart trot as he peered into the
foaming Bruinen and along the banks looking for Elrond's stallion Rhean or any
sign of the elf lord.
Walking the horse, he finally dismounted and leaving the reins dangling, he
peered in the lowering gloom looking for anything that might show him where
Elrond was.
There!!! By the Valar!! Elrond was in the river, up against the weir, which had
pulled half way off into the Bruinen.
"ADA!" Aragorn bellowed over the sound the river noise. "ADA!
I'm coming! Hang on!!!"
Tying a one end of the rope to a willow leaning far over the water, Aragorn
tied the other end around his waist and taking a deep breath, dove into the
raging waters of the Bruinen.
Didn't want you hanging too long with this.I don't know,
I may not be able to avoid seriousness eventually....as we all know how Elrond
really felt about Aragorn and Arwen...but I shall see
The icy water hit Aragorn like a slap and he swam against the foaming current
gasping. Fighting the river, it took him almost 20 minutes to reach Elrond.
With a cry of horror, Aragorn saw that Elrond was unconscious, a bad gash on
his forehead.
Luckily Elrond had not been pulled downstream, as his jerkin had gotten snagged
by the broken staves of the weir, and he had been wedged by the buffeting of
the river.
Pushing against the weir himself, gave Aragorn enough time to untangle the elf
lord from the broken weir and fling him over his shoulder. Situating himself
carefully and using the force of the water to hold him in place, Aragorn untied
the rope around his waist and retied it around Elrond and himself.
Taking a deep breath, he plunged back into the river.
The force of the water pulled him to the limits of the rope and clutching his
father with one arm, he tried to make headway towards the shore. Dunked
constantly by the roiling Bruinen, he fought blinding waves and worked hard to
not swallow too much water.
As he struggled, Glorfindel rode up with four other elves and Arwen, who
immediately uncoiled ropes and flung them to Aragorn.
Grabbing what he could reach, he held on tightly as the five elves pulled him
towards shore. Wincing as he banged against hidden rocks, he grimly held on
until he found himself pulled onto the shore. Arwen was there tears in her
eyes, as she helped untie Elrond and lay him on the shore.
"Ada! Can you hear me?"
"Arwen, Arwen love." Aragorn coughed out some water. "He-he's
had a knock to the head. Let us get him back to the House.."
Aragorn lay there gasping as the others lifted Elrond, giving him to
Glorfindel, who dashed off in full gallop.
Arwen, about to remount, turned and helped the shivering Aragorn stand. Putting
her arms around him, he hugged her back. She looked up at him and he kissed
her, brushing wet hair out of her eyes. "Do not worry my love, he'll be
fine."
Nodding, she kissed him again, heedless of the eyes of the other elves and
whispered, "Thank you Aragorn. Thank you!" She pulled out of his
embrace and remounted her horse. With a wave back to him, she dashed after
Glorfindel.
Aragorn tiredly pulled himself into the saddle and rode off after the other
elves, now numb with cold.
He was the last to ride into the stables, dizzy with exhaustion. Cerwal
silently took his equally tired horse and Aragorn, with the last of his energy,
sprinted for the House.
Before he changed, he went to Elrond's suite of rooms.
There was a crowd of elves around the double doors, which parted silently for
Aragorn, a few, placing hands on his shoulders silently. He smiled at their
worried faces, entered and closed the door softly behind him.
Glorfindel had just finished undressing Elrond with Arwen's help and then
backed away to let the healer Isingal carefully examine the unconscious elf
lord. Aragorn watched silently, waiting for the diagnosis.
"My lords, and lady, he has a concussion and will likely sleep until
tomorrow. The wound on his forehead is superficial. I can find no other signs
of trauma: no broken bones or ligaments. He will probably have a few
bruises."
A deep sigh went around the room. Isingal carefully salved and bandaged the
cut. Glorfindel then wrapped up Elrond in a soft, thick quilt and stepped away.
Arwen bent and kissed her father on the forehead. Turning, she grabbed a nearby
chair and looked at the others. "I shall sit here until he awakes."
"But, my lady, that might be awhile." Isingal exclaimed.
"Nevertheless, I shall."
Glorfindel and Isingal nodded and bowing slightly, left the room, Glorfindel
only pausing to say to Aragorn, "Thank you Estel for your quick
work."
Nodding tiredly, Aragorn clapped him on the back "And thank you for your
speedy aid!"
The two elves left.
The fire in the grate crackling to itself was the only sound for sometime,
other than an occasional drip of water from Aragorn's soggy clothes. Weaving on
his feet, Aragorn was just about to leave, when Arwen said in a small voice,
"Oh, don't go!"
Coming over to her, he put a hand on her shoulder, which she covered with one
of her own.
He stared down into the peaceful face of his foster-father and sighed. The
bandage was so ugly and unexpected against his pale and beautiful features,
that Aragorn found tears pricking his eyes. Bending to kiss his father, he
stood and turned to Arwen, picking up her hand on the coverlet and giving it a
squeeze. "I must get out of these clothes. I shall return in a little
while."
Her eyes never leaving her father's face, Arwen just nodded and he left.
Thankfully, the hall outside was empty and Aragorn was able to stumble to his
room unhindered.
But the hot bath had felt so good, that as he dressed, he had fallen across his
bed asleep.
His room was dark when he awoke, with head pounding. Adjusting his long deep
blue robe, Aragorn, quickly threw cold water on his face to wake up more fully
and then went to Elrond's rooms.
Opening the door quietly, he found Arwen asleep, half in her chair, half on the
bed, holding her father's hand, her river of dark hair practically covering her
face. The room was lit only by a slowly burning candle on Arwen's side of the
bed and the low glow from the fireplace.
Smiling, he came up to her, brushed her hair back and kissed her cheek. Seeing
there was room enough for Arwen, he picked her up carefully and laid her next
to her father. Sighing, she curled up, head to Elrond's shoulder. He slipped
her shoes off and pulled another quilt out of the linen chest at the end of the
bed and placed it over her. Then throwing a few more logs on the glowing coals,
he built up the fire.
The slow steady rhythm of his father's pulse comforted him, so he went, sat in
Arwen's chair and lay his head back against the high back, his gaze on the two
elves, lit by the large candle.
What would Elrond think of he and Arwen's love? Would he be upset? Her
immortality and his mortality: would these be insurmountable obstacles? He had
never thought about it, but might there be an arranged marriage between Arwen
and someone? But who? She had not mentioned any, nor had he heard his father
discuss it. Sighing, he leaned forward, elbows on thighs, hands clasped before
him. Maybe Elrond would not think him worthy, because he was mortal? But
someday, if all went right, he would be king of a united Gondor and Arnor.
Surely this would be worthwhile in his father's eyes?
Rubbing his hand across his forehead and wincing at the headache pounding
behind his eyes, he leaned back again in the chair. Well, these things could
not be answered now.
But it was long time before sleep came.
Morning sunlight slid into the room, running on golden feet across the three
sleepers. Arwen still lay next to Elrond and Aragorn was slumped in the chair,
mouth slightly open, long hair half way across his face.
Elrond woke first, squinting at the shaft of bright gold across his waist. He
brought a hand up to his head and winced at the rapidly healing gash. Then his
eyes fell on his daughter, curled at his side. Moving very carefully, he bent
and kissed her, running a hand across her cheek. She sighed and smiled in her
sleep.
Then Elrond's glance fell on Estel, sitting uncomfortably in the high backed
chair. His eyes softened at his foster son. But then a little thought nibbled
at Elrond's complacency: Why was Estel in here as well as Arwen? Surely his
injuries were not that grievous? Moving and stretching slowly, Elrond found
nothing worse than a few bruises, one rather nasty one on his left side. No
broken bones, no internal injuries, just the concussion that had rendered him
unconscious, and the nasty gash.
He looked at the two sleepers, tilting his head in question. Perhaps there was
something else going on here? He had noticed their affection recently but just
assumed it was a natural response to having "discovered" each other
after all this time. Estel was a nice looking young man for a human and was
filling out well. There could---
Just then, Aragorn groaned in his sleep and Elrond deciding quickly to watch
the two unguarded, slipped down under his quilt and feigned sleep. His left his
eyes half open so Aragorn would think he was now sleeping normally.
Aragorn stretched and coughed, running a hand across his forehead. Oh good, a
cold! Rubbing his stuffed nose a few times, he got out of the chair and looked
at the two sleeping elves. Elrond was at last sleeping normally, which meant he
might waken soon as he was ever the early riser.
And Arwen. He paused, smiling fondly and brushed her tangled hair across her
face. He bent and kissed her cheek.
Arwen awoke with that, happy to find the face of her beloved leaning over her.
Raising a hand, she sat and brought her mouth up to Aragorn's and kissed him
deeply. Everything was going to be fine now---
Elrond believed he had seen enough. "Good morning my children."
Arwen and Aragorn sprang apart, Aragorn going so far as to hit the chair and
drop ungracefully to the floor. Scrambling to stand, he brushed his hair out of
his face and bowed slightly, feeling himself blushing. Damn! "Ada! It is
good to see you awake!!"
"Father! You are all right! How do you feel?" Arwen turned to Elrond
and kissed him on the cheek. He almost pulled away, but stopped himself and
kissed her back. What in the name of all the Valar was going on here??
Arwen stood quickly next to Aragorn, eyes wide, a big smile pasted on her face.
Oh dear, does Ada know now?
Aragorn, nervous, got a coughing fit and turned away slightly. Oh no, if Ada
had had any suspicions previously, there would be no doubt now.
Elrond sat up with a deep sigh. "If you will allow me a few moments, I
will wash up and get dressed.
"Surely Ada, you should stay in bed this day. Just to make sure you are
completely recovered. That's a bad cut on your forehead," Arwen rushed to
his side, reaching out with a hand to stay his rising.
Elrond almost allowed himself to grin, but knowing that they were actually
concerned for his well being, sat against the head board. "All right both
of you. I shall remain in bed until this evening. Estel, if you would be so
kind as to get me a sleeping tunic?"
"Certainly Ada."
"Arwen, if you would go find me something light to eat in the
kitchens?"
"Right away Ada!" Arwen disappeared like a sprite.
As Aragorn handed his father the tunic, he bit his lip and said. "Do you
require anything else from me?"
Elrond paused as he put on the tunic. Adjusting it and making himself comfortable,
he let the silence draw out to a thin thread and finally replied dryly,
"At the moment, nothing else Estel."
He looked deep into his son's eyes. "But perhaps, later."
"Yes Ada." Aragorn had no doubts as to "later." He bowed
and nervously went to the door.
Before he left, Elrond added, "And please, take some willow bark tea for
that cold Estel."
"Yes-ACHooo!---of course father!"
He practically ran out of the door.
Elrond leaned back and stared sightless at the door. Yawning, he slid back under
the covers. He had much thinking to do.
The afternoon was deepening into evening.
Elrond sat up against the backboard of his bed, a few pillows behind him.
Though he had promised to stay put, he hadn't promised to stop working, and his
quilt was covered with pieces of parchment as he was going through a monthly
tally of Household supplies.
But his eyes were not on the elegant columns and comments written in Erestor's
hand. He dropped the parchment and pinched the bridge of his nose.
For the hundredth time this day, he thought: What was happening with his two
children?
Were they in love.no wait. That was a foolish question: They were. And if he
was any judge of the Elvish heart, Arwen was deeply in love with Aragorn. And
it appeared he was as well. How could this have happened? How could either of
them allowed their feelings to overcome them like this? Arwen's immortality and
Aragorn's oh too brief life, how could such disparity allow them to pursue such
a love?
His eyes stared sightless out into his room.
Unbidden and rarely seen, tears filled his eyes as the loves of his life
paraded through his mind's eye: his beloved Elros, Gil-Galad.and by the Valar,
oh the steady flame in his heart, that no wind of time could extinguish, his
Celebrian gone these many, many years. His head drooped and more tears dropped
onto the quilt, one splashed on the parchment held loosely in his hand,
blurring the number of candles on hand. They had all left him. And now
Arwen.and Aragorn?
Oh, he felt.old. He hadn't felt this old in a millennium. Though elves never
got the aged grey and silver hairs of their human counterparts, Elrond felt if
it were possible, his hair would be streaked with white like a badger's!
Taking a deep breath, he wiped the tears away and stared at the slightly ruined
parchment. Erestor would be able to tell him quickly what had been blotted out.
He brought a hand up to his still swathed forehead. Perhaps, the head wound
just made him uneasy and melancholy. He had so rarely been injured in his long
life and the inactivity rankled.
But he knew he would have to talk to them, especially Arwen. Humans, by their
very nature tended to be a bit more flighty in affairs of the heart. And
Aragorn, even by human standards, was still young. And he had not seen that
much of the world. Perhaps it would be a good thing for him to visit Minas
Tirith for awhile and see and taste life in a bigger context.
Ah, but if Arwen's heart was committed.
Gathering up the leaves of parchment and the eagle quill laying on one of the
account books, he put them aside on the bedside table. Picking up the goblet of
medicine that Isingal had mixed for him in case any of his pains got worse, he
downed it in one gulp, making a sour face at the end.
Then he smiled slightly as he put the goblet down and blew out the candles.
Physician, heal thyself!
Adjusting the pillows, Elrond lay down and eventually fell asleep.
But his dreams were not restful.
Elrond awoke to candles burning on either side of his bed and the wonderful
smell of food laid out on the small table beneath the northern window.
Bringing a hand to his head, he sat up slowly and assessed himself clinically.
The bad bruise on his side was turning yellow on the edges, which was good. The
gash on his forehead was already dry and tight. That was also good and the
bandage itself could come off tomorrow. Swinging his legs out of bed, he stood
slowly and carefully and was greeted only by a little vertigo.
Sighing, satisfied with his condition, he went and sat at the table and ate the
thick soup, rolls and fruit with a good appetite, accompanied by two glasses of
white wine.
Putting his napkin down, he went and freshened up, changing into a pale amber
robe with small gold braid down the split in front. Finished putting on his
trews and boots, he stretched and left his suite.
He needed to find the two lovers.
Aragorn lay with his head in Arwen's lap, as they sat on a bench, high up
behind the House, overlooking a pond that was graced with a pair of mated white
swans, trailed at the moment by four cygnets. The stars wavered their wake as
the two relaxed, just enjoy each other's company.
Aragorn sneezed and brought out his handkerchief and wiped his nose. "I am
sorry Arwen. Having a cold isn't very pleasant."
She ran her hands through his hair and smiled down at him, kissing him on his
slightly red nose. "That's all right my love, you know elves don't get
sick."
"I wish humans didn't!"
She rubbed his forehead softly, rhythmically which relaxed him. He sighed and
closed his eyes. Arwen bent and kissed him again, and he raised his hand,
holding her head to him.
So wrapped in their kiss, with Arwen's curtain of hair adding to their privacy,
that neither of them noticed the approach of their father. He paused and
watched them, his heart sinking. His inadvertent sigh was loud enough to
startle the lovers and Aragorn instantly sat up and banged his nose into
Arwen's chin.
The two sprang away embarrassed, both rubbing their offended faces, their eyes
dropping to the ground.
Elrond stood before them, a slight mountain breeze waving tendrils of his hair
across his face. At first frowning at their bowed heads, his natural compassion
overrode his displeasure and he felt sorry for them, especially Arwen. This was
going to be so hard!
"Good evening, my children."
They looked up, Arwen slightly mutinously. Aragorn said hastily, "Ada, how
do you feel? How is your head?"
"I am mending fine, thank you Estel." He looked down into the anxious
face of his son. "Glorfindel tells me I have you to thank for my
rescue," He bent forward then and kissed a surprised Aragorn on the
forehead, running a hand down his cheek. "Thank you my son for your quick
action."
Inordinately pleased, Aragorn felt himself blush. "You are welcome
Ada." He looked up, relieved to see his father's customary look of slight
amusement. "What happened at the river?"
"Rhean was startled by a bolt of lightning hitting nearby just as I
dismounted and he sprang sidewise, knocking me into the river. He was able to
swim to the other side, and I, I got tangled in a branch rushing by, which
slammed me into the weir, hitting me on the head as it went downstream. The
next thing I knew, I awoke in my bed." He looked out at the still pond,
the swans having swum out of sight. "It was an extraordinary experience,
to be sure."
Silence fell between the three like a rock from a catapult. Before the silence
got strained, Aragorn sneezed and was grateful for the handkerchief to hide his
uneasiness. Ada was going to lecture them, he just knew it.
"Estel, I need to talk to Arwen, alone." Aragorn nodded and slowly
got up and then feeling defiant, bent and kissed Arwen as she looked up at him.
He whispered, "Courage!" and strode off. Elrond smiling said to his
retreating back. "See me in an hour Estel, in my chambers."
"Yes Ada." Aragorn turned and nodded. He was soon lost to sight down
the hill.
"I know what you are going to say father, and I just want---"
"You have no idea what I am going to say, my Undomiel."
Arwen fell quiet at that, looking up at her father and biting her lip. He let
the silence drag out this time until she said, falteringly, "I-I am sorry,
Ada."
"Arwen, come here." She stood and he swept her in an embrace and she
returned it with strength. Pulling her away, he looked down into her eyes, his
bright with starlight. "Never doubt I love you, princess. When I see you
smile, I see your mother. I miss her so much." He turned to look out at
the pond again. "I am selfish Arwen. I do not want you to be unhappy. As
may well be the case with Estel."
He turned suddenly, his robe swirling about his boots. "He is mortal my
daughter!! How can that not affect your thinking here?"
"It does affect my thinking Ada.but I love him nevertheless. I am
sorry." Arwen's head drooped.
Elrond came up to her and tilting her back up with a finger, he looked into his
daughter's eyes swimming with tears. "Oh my Undomiel, it has gone this
far, has it?"
She nodded, looking for a spark of Ada's usual compassion, but all she found
was sorrow.
Swallowing, she stepped away from him and looked out over the still water,
clasping her hands.
"I remember one night, when I was very young and my mare Ballanaria died,
you were trying to console me. And I remember you whispering in my hair,
"I would do anything to spare you from the sufferings of the mortal world,
but I cannot."
She turned and straightened with a sigh. "As you said father, you cannot
save me from the pains and sorrows of the mortal world. And I would not have it
so. I love Aragorn."
Biting her lip, she swept past her father and went back down to the house, her
legs trembling and her heart breaking.
Elrond, about to call her back, dropped his hand and bowed his head. The wind
swept fallen flowers around his booted feet, as he slowly made his way back to
the house, feeling the weight of his years.
Aragorn paced his father's study, occasionally wiping his nose. What would Ada
do? Would he banish him from Rivendell forever? Never to see Arwen again? With
that horrible thought, Aragorn sat down in the chair before his father's table
and leaned his head in his hands. This was a nightmare! He looked up suddenly,
wildy taking in the comforting décor of this oh so familiar room. That's it! He
must still be sick and this was just a nasty hallucination.
But leaning back, he knew it was not. He was not sick enough to have
hallucinations. He briefly considered going into Elrond's still room and
concocting something..Shaking his head at his own foolishness, he stood and
resumed pacing. He could not give up Arwen! He loved her!
Looking at his reflection in the northern window, Aragorn paused. Of course,
Ada just did not think he was worthy of Arwen. No man measured up to a father's
expectations---especially this father!
Sneezing, he wiped his nose again and ran a hand across his forehead. What a
mess. He briefly wondered what Arwen's mother would think of this situation.
With a sigh he sat down again, suddenly tired. Well, he would never know, as
humankind did not go over the Western Sea. And that thought brought tears to
his eyes: one day, his beloved would go and leave him for the West.
Elrond had stood in the partial opened doorway, watching his son's face for
several minutes, steeling himself against wielding compassion and comfort.
"Estel."
Aragorn jumped up, almost knocking the chair behind him over on the carpet.
"Father. I-I am sorry! But we love each other and---"
"I am aware of your feelings...now." Elrond, needing distance,
slipped behind his table and sat back, his face unreadable and still.
"Father, we did not plan this. It just happened." Aragorn, desperate,
leaned his hands on the table in front of Elrond. "We both love each
other, come what may. It, it is not just some perverse whim." He turned
and strode across the room needing to step away from the potent aura of his
father. Staring at his harried reflection once more, he said quietly, "She
is everything to me."
"And what then, is she to me, Estel? I have lost my brother, my king and
my beloved wife.and now you ask me to let you and Arwen go as well! Son, she is
immortal and your years are numbered! There is no way to change that. You will
only have a few years together, as time is reckoned among the Eldar. Can you
not set her free from this painful doom?"
Aragorn whirled around, shocked to his soul to hear the desperation and
pleading in his father's voice, and he almost capitulated.
"If I cannot set myself, my heart free from this doom, how can she, if she
truly loves me. If this was Celebrian, father, what then? Would you have given
her up if Celeborn had demanded it? All sorrows, and all joys pass eventually,
even for the Eldar. We just want our chance at the happiness we know we can
share and make grow. For however short a time." He turned to face the
window again.
Elrond had said nothing. His soul felt as if it was within the grasp of an ice
giant, and slowly being squeezed into painful immobility. Oh my children, you
know not what you do!! How will this end?
And then, Aragorn sneezed several times.
Elrond rose from his chair, his heart breaking inside, but outwardly calm, now.
It was easier to be a healer than a father right now. Stepping behind his son,
he put a hand on his shoulder and said quietly, "Come, sit and I will make
you a tisane so you can breath easier and sleep."
Aragorn, nose and eyes red, turned with a sharp intake of breath and stopped,
reading his father's soul, writ large in his eyes. His Ada was there, warm and
compassionate. But, but there was also a sliver of sharpness, of pain
glimmering there from the long-lived Lord of Imladris. And Aragorn realized
then, it would never go away.
And that he and Arwen had put it there.
Uncertain, he wanted to step around Elrond and leave him. But the hand on his
shoulder squeezed ever so slightly, telling him to stay. Nodding in answer to
the unspoken request, he went and sat in the chair before his father's table.
"Thank you Ada. A tisane is just what I need."
The next morning, Aragorn lay looking at the wooden
crossbeams of his bedroom ceiling, watching them become more distinct as the
sun rose, torn between languishing in bed and nursing his cold, thus avoiding
any confrontation or getting up and confronting Arwen and Elrond anyhow.
Sneezing as he sat up, Aragorn rubbed his head, which felt stuffed up and
achey. Elrond's tisane had worked well through the night, but it was time for
another one.
Sitting on the edge of his bed, Aragorn put his head in his hands, recalling
his real problem. What were he and Arwen going to do? How could they hurt the
one who had loved and raised them both and live with themselves? More
importantly, how could they stop the pain and get him to understand?
Sighing, he flopped back on the mattress. Too much thinking at this hour of the
morning made his already painful head worse.
The door opened and Aragorn sat up quickly, grimacing, praying it would not be
Elrond.
Arwen slipped next to him on the bed and kissed him on the cheek. He turned and
silently held her, his heart normally glad to see her, now heavy thinking about
last night.
He kissed her forehead and stood. "Arwen what are we going to do? Ada is
very hurt by all this....but I love you!" He brought a hand up to his
forehead, "And my head hurts."
"Poor love." She kissed him again and went to his window overlooking
a cascade of terraced lawns. "Ada will come to understand Aragorn. He was
in love once himself, and still is." She turned to him. "Come, get
dressed and meet me in the main dinning hall." Wrapping her arms around
him she lay her head on his chest for a moment. The she pulled away with a wry
look. "You are congested Aragorn, I can hear it in your breathing. Ada
will not take your head off, you best go see him."
Aragorn nodded slowly and turned to get dressed, Arwen slipping out the door.
Aragorn went straight to the dining hall, deciding a meeting with his father
would go better on a full stomach.
The hall was less than half full when Aragorn joined Arwen at the high table.
Elrond thankfully was not present and had probably eaten earlier in his rooms,
as was his want.
But looking at his breakfast, Aragorn was not hungry and pushed it away, only
drinking a large goblet of fruit juice. Arwen frowned at him saying. "My
love you need to eat something! You cannot confront Ada on an empty stomach!
Besides, you must get rid of the cold. Did you not tell me you had messages to
take to Mirkwood soon?"
"Yes I do." He sneezed again and brought out his handkerchief.
"I need to leave in a week if I am to meet up with two rangers outside of
Rhosgobel." He sneezed again and rose for the table. "Arwen
love," he bent over and kissed her, his eyes softening, "everything
will be all right. I swear it." He brought a hand up and ran it down her
cheek. Pushing his chair back, he turned and almost ran down Elrond, who was
just stepping behind him to go to his customary chair.
Elrond grabbed Aragorn by the arm and looked at him for a moment and then said
dryly, "Estel, it is my educated opinion as a healer, you need to take to
your bed and sleep off this cold."
Aragorn, about to argue, was stopped by Elrond's raised hand and the look on
his father's face. "As your father, I am many millennia your elder and
worthy of respect. Humor me: Do as I ask." He was slightly smiling, one
eyebrow raised.
Aragorn sneezed so hard, it made his head hurt. He nodded silently and went
past his father wiping his nose. Elrond looked at the drooping back of his son
and shook his head with a slight smile. He went and sat next to his daughter,
who had half risen from her seat, mouth slightly open at their interchange. Her
father put a finger under her chin and pushed up slightly, closing her mouth.
Elrond sat down and was immediately served, waving away the ewer of fruit juice
and settling for tea. "Good morning Arwen. I trust you slept well?"
Arwen immediately swiveled to face the remains of her breakfast, hastily
picking up her goblet and nodding into its depths.
Elrond smiled as he picked up his fork and speared a piece of cut up fruit. He
continued to eat and make small talk until his meal was finished. Arwen sat
before her empty plate and looked out into the dining hall, untenanted except
by the elves clearing the tables and laying clean linens.
When Elrond put down his napkin he turned to look at his daughter, who
studiously avoided his gaze and a small shadow of sorrow crossed his face.
"Do not freeze me out with cold silence my love. If I must, I can wait a
long time. I have had much practice."
Arwen turned at that, her eyes shining with unshed tears. "Father, oh
father, do not hate me... us!" she covered her face with a hand, bowing
her head. Scraping his chair back, he waved away the elf behind him and went to
his daughter, pulled her to her feet and wrapped her in a strong, unbreakable
hug. "I will never ever hate you my Undomiel. Not when the world stops and
the stars fall from the skies. I love you, who are so much a part of my
soul." He pulled her away from her to look at her, his grey eyes dark and
warm. "I do not hate Estel, either." He pulled her to him again.
"I just wish things had fallen out differently is all. As would any father
when confronted with such a situation."
About to defend Aragorn, Arwen found her head pressed to her father's chest,
his hand slowly stroking her hair, his strong heart beating under one ear. She
closed her eyes and gulped convulsively and put her arms around her father's
waist. "Oh Ada!" And she let herself cry at last, and her father
closed his eyes in pain, letting the storm blow itself out against his
strength. A strength he had built pain by pain over his long life.
When her cries had settled into intermittent hiccups, Elrond straightened her,
and putting her arm around her waist led her out of the dining hall and to her
room. "Take a moment to freshen up my love. I shall be with Estel, who I
imagine will be as stubborn about his cold as he was when he was five."
She laughed unevenly. "He always hated being sick!
"And well I know it!" Elrond turned and went to his still room and
blended up a stronger tisane for Aragorn.
As he brought the tea with him, he smiled as he paused outside Aragorn's room.
Perhaps some of this was just malingering and avoidance. But he shook his head,
Aragorn did not usually do either, dodge responsibility nor let situations hang
unresolved.
But, this was love, so anything was possible.
Knocking briskly, he went in and found Aragorn just sitting on the edge of the
bed, hands hanging between his knees, looking completely unfocused.
Sighing, Elrond could see his son was really miserable and not malingering.
Setting the tea aside, he touched Aragorn briefly on the shoulder and his son
looked up at him smiling crookedly.
"Stand up Estel, let me help you undress."
A small bit of pride stirred in Aragorn and not about to be treated as a child,
he stood up, weaving slowly and carefully unbuttoned his long tunic and pulled
it off awkwardly, getting one arm inexplicably stuck. Elrond silently helped
him straighten out.
While Aragorn stood there, Elrond slipped behind him and pulled down the
blankets. Pushing the un-resistant man down, he swung his legs onto the bed and
pulled off his soft boots. Flinging the blanket over him, he moved the pillows
around so Aragorn could sleep slightly propped up. He then brought him the tea,
which he drank with no fuss. Elrond, enjoyed being the father/healer at the
moment as how many more chances would he have to care for Aragorn? Brushing the
slightly damp hair off his son's forehead, he smiled down at his tired face.
"Sleep Estel. Do not let worry trouble your dreams. I love you my wayward
Dunadan."
With a yawn, Aragorn's eyes shut and he slept.
With one last fond look, he went back to Arwen's room.
He found his daughter out on the terrace outside her bedroom, sitting in a
chair, feet pulled up and head on knees, turned away from his approach.
Elrond stood behind her, looking at the view her terrace provided. A garden of
ferns and flowering vines was immediately below, as one adventuresome creeper
twined around the stone balustrade the edged the tiled area. The creeper was
covered in purple blooms that gave off a slightly sweet scent.
Picking a flower he brought it over to her, she had uncurled and was sitting,
watching him, and dropped it her lap.
"What are its uses?"
"Makes a good expectorant, helps with congestion, blends well with several
other herbs, especially asphodel, merrinith and gafanal. It would be good for
Aragorn's cold."
"So my lessons were not forgotten."
"No, Ada. Elladan has always just been more zealous than Elrohir and I.
Actually," she looked down at the flower twirling in her fingers, "I
always envied the twins roaming with the Rangers. That is why I practiced
forever sword and archery."
"And you are quite accomplished in that area as well."
Arwen stood and went to the balustrade, tearing at the leaves of the vine
curling under her hands. "But you are not here to discuss my talents are
you Adar." She turned, leaning back on both hands and staring at her
father evenly, "Unless it is my current talent for hurting you."
Elrond stepped forward, a hand held out placatingly. She waved it away and
said, "No, no do not forgive me! Aragorn and I have hurt you! Admit it!
Raise your voice and show us your anger!" Stepping forward she peered at
her father's smooth expression. "Do not just forgive us!"
"What would you have me do Arwen? Cast both of you from my heart?" He
turned, facing into her suite. "Do you not understand Arwen? If you marry
Aragorn, you will be giving up your immortality? You will never go West? Never
see your mother again? Or any of the other members of your family? Your love is
not just a matter between you and Aragorn, it has long reaching implications.
Especially if he becomes King."
Elrond sighed heavily, his gray-green robe rustling as he turned to face her
once more.
"I can only tell you what is in my heart and mind my love. I cannot dictate
to you your choice, especially in matters of the heart. But I tell you now,
Aragorn must be King of Gondor before he marries you....I would not have you
give up your immortality to become the grieving widow of a Ranger and possibly
a mother, after having only a year of Aragorn's love because he got killed in
some orc raid or got thrown from a spooked horse while carrying messages
between here and Mirkwood."
Elrond turned away again. "Besides, you deserve a King. I did not raise
you to be a hedgerow wife. And he needs to prove to me, he is worthy of your
hand. And that is the father in me speaking."
He made to leave, and paused by the open doors leading into her rooms.
But he had said enough. For now.
Arwen could not hear the door close as he left.
Elrond rubbed a hand across his forehead as he made his slow way to his study.
As he came upon Aragorn's room, he paused and went in.
His son was sleeping, mouth open, breathing heavily. Elrond came up to him and
a lay a hand gently on his chest. It was congested, but not dangerously so. His
hand moved to his forehead, where he was gratified to feel his fever was
abating.
Stepping away from his son, he stood at the foot of the bed thinking, "How
the storm swirls around you Estel! You did not ask to be born as the Heir of
Isildur! You did not know that at age two, you would enter Rivendell and all
our lives. And you did not know that you would break my oft-repaired heart when
you met my Undomiel. The world is darker and the need for stealth and bravery grows.
This may indeed, be your hour."
Sighing, the Lord of Imladris left quietly and continued on to his study. Going
to a nearby cabinet, he pulled out a particularly well-aged bottle of apricot
mead and filled a goblet.
The glass quickly emptied as he sought uncharacteristically to blunt his pain
and he poured another. This he took with him to the large mullioned window and
stared out over the grounds of Rivendell. His home. His refuge.
And like so many homes: The chicks were fleeing the nest.
He grinned ruefully at his analogy and at his reflection in the glass. Was it
time to find a hobby? And settle into obscurity before the call of the sea
became too great? Even Elladan and Elrohir were here so infrequently.
No, no, not quite yet. The world was still unsettled. Still needed help.
Mankind had still not gained their ascendancy, as they should. The next Age
would be theirs.
There was still no united kingdom and still, no King of Gondor. Yet.
That evening, Elrond stood with Aragorn, each sipping mead and wrapped in their
silence, watching the sunset laying its peaceful light softly across Rivendell.
Finally, uncomfortable with the prolonged silence, the elf lord said quietly,
"Come, put your glass down. Speak to me."
Aragorn did as he asked, setting the silver goblet on the stone railing beneath
his hand.
Elrond turned to his son memorizing his thoughtful face with down-turned eyes,
the evening light warming it gently.
He brought a hand up. "Estel, please."
Aragorn turned away from his father's hand and looked off to the side.
"If you do not think I am worthy of Arwen, refuse us. But to declare me
exile.!"
"I do this because I must Estel! Exile will focus your attention on your
destiny. You will either thrive on the danger inherent in these times,
especially for a Ranger, knowing you cannot fall back on aid from me---or you
will fail and fade into obscurity. Only in the direst of circumstances may you
return. Or if I bid you."
Elrond looked off over the balcony again. "Events are moving swiftly toward
the Dark again, Estel and Middle Earth will need all her sons and daughters to
defend her."
"What of Arwen?" Aragorn could not resist asking in a low voice.
"Arwen will go reside in Lothlorien, as has been her want since her mother
departed over the sea." He took his son by the arm, making him look at
him. "And do not think to visit her there, Estel, again, unless your life
is in danger, you will not pass into Caras Galadhon."
Aragorn nodded, knowing it was true. He sighed, shoulders slumping.
Silence stretched into minutes, the only sound disturbing the two was a water
bird skirling its cry through the air as it settled near the river.
Aragorn turned to his father. The sun highlighted his deep brown hair and
sparkled in his eyes.
Wait. He peered closer. Were his father's eyes glittering because of sunlight
or because tears filled them?
Aragorn stepped closer.
His Ada.standing here, always helping, healing, giving advice---- surrounded by
his mantle of years and wisdom---alone.
Seeing that Elrond had placed his goblet on the stone railing beneath his hand,
Aragorn swallowed the sudden surge of pain in his heart and went and wrapped
his arms around his father's tall unbending form, hugging him tight, not saying
anything. His thoughts about he and Arwen stilled into nothingness. All he
could feel now was his father's pain and loneliness.
Elrond returned his hug with alacrity, pulling Aragorn's head to his shoulder
and running a hand slowly down his hair.
Aragorn heard the slight hitching of his father's breath and closed his eyes in
sorrow.
He suddenly pulled out of the embrace and stared into his father's dark gray
eyes, suspiciously moist, and putting his hands on Elrond's face, tilted him
forward to place a kiss on his brow.
Turning silently, lest his voice betray him, Aragorn went into the house.
A week had gone by and the emotional currents had gone deep, though on the
surface now, all was outwardly normal.
Aragorn's cold had cleared up and he was ready to travel with the Rangers.
He stood in the early morning light, in the stable courtyard, checking the
girth on his horse one last time.
One last time.
The thought echoed through his mind and he looked up at the roof line of the
Last Homely House, the sun throwing sharp shadows from turrets and other roof
line elements. Vines and creepers and hoary old trees softened the angles of
the centuries old refuge. So many memories permeated the walls and ran laughing
through the gardens. So many.
He leaned on his horse's saddle, swallowing a sob. When, if ever would he see
this again?
His father! When? And his beloved Arwen...how?
Slapping his stallion on the flank, he went around the horse and saw Elrond and
Arwen framed in the courtyard archway. They silently came across the smooth
stones, both of their faces grave.
Elrond came forward, while Arwen held back. The elf lord looked far into his
son's soul. Saw the uncertainty, the love and ultimately the resolution to move
forward.
Perhaps Gondor would find its king, its very soul, in this man.
Approaching Aragorn, he pulled him into one last hug and kissed him on the
forehead.
"Go with my love Estel. Safe journey."
"Thank you Ada, for everything." He kissed his father on the cheek as
he hugged him back, feeling words were inadequate. "I love you." His
eyes slid from his father's after a moment and looked over his shoulder at
Arwen's slight form.
Elrond stepped away and moved off.
Arwen ran to Aragorn and flung herself into his arms.
"Oh my beloved, always, always in my heart! I will wait forever."
"As I will count the days my love." The two kissed long and deeply,
heedless of their father's watching.
Finally, Aragorn pulled away and without looking at either of them, mounted his
horse and spurred him past the watching elves, out the gate and into the annals
of history.
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Well, this is the end of this particular story...and it is more angsty than I
had envisioned.......I just couldn't see where to add levity because it is such
a serious issue for all. Hope you enjoyed the tale anyway!